Philippians 1:20–27 has become a foundational passage in my heart as I step into the mission field. Paul’s words — “that Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death” — echo the desire I carry as I go: that my life wouldn’t be about comfort, safety, or recognition, but about magnifying Jesus in everything. These verses strip away the noise and remind me that my purpose isn’t to be successful by worldly standards — it’s to be faithful. Whether I’m speaking the gospel or living it quietly in a foreign place, I want every moment to point to Him.

“To live is Christ, and to die is gain” (v. 21) may sound intense, but for me it’s a joyful declaration. Life isn’t about what I leave behind — it’s about who I go for. If I’m alive, it means fruitful labor for the kingdom. If I’m not, it means I’m finally home. That perspective keeps my feet grounded and my spirit light. It reminds me that every sacrifice — every goodbye, challenge, or moment of fear — is worth it, because I’m living for something that lasts forever. I don’t want to waste this life on anything less.

Paul’s tension in verses 22–24 resonates deeply — torn between the desire to be with Christ and the calling to remain for the sake of others. That’s the tension I feel, too. I’m homesick for heaven, but I know I’ve been placed here, now, for the sake of the gospel. This calling isn’t just about geography — it’s about obedience. And if that obedience means staying, going, or giving my whole life away, I pray I’ll have the courage to do it with joy, just like Paul. Because whether I remain or depart, “whatever happens, conduct yourselves in a manner worthy of the gospel of Christ” (v. 27). That’s the heartbeat of this mission.